January 2012
2 posts
14th January
Sitting in bed, doing revision and eating fruit pastilles, waiting for the moment when I can throw of these shackles and get back to how life should be. Yesterday was one of those days which despite a load of shit happening, was still an amazing day. Once these exams are over, every day can be like that: unexpected little things which just make you smile and feel good inside. Got a few tough...
November 2011
3 posts
“Turmoil accompanies every great change.”
– I don’t know who said it originally, but I heard it from Craig.
7th November '11
Craig sucks hairy Jamaican balls.
7th November '11
Molly is lush.
August 2011
2 posts
21st August '11
This time tomorrow I’ll be in NY… except I won’t be… because at 6:15pm on 22nd August, I’ll still be in a plane over the Atlantic Ocean… but next time I LOOK at a clcok and it says 6:15pm I’ll be in NY having just landed? My flight takes off at 2pm GMT and arrives at 11pm GMT… so my flight is 9hrs… but I land at 6pm… so my flight is...
17th August
One day I’ll learn not to date my best friends. It never ends well. Not that this ended badly. It just ended. And that’s bad enough. Not one single aspect of my life has gone unchanged by the fact that he’s not a part of my life any more. Well… maybe the grades I get tomorrow won’t be affected by it, but what I do because of those grades has already been changed, not...
July 2011
6 posts
“You can’t shake hands with your fists clenched.”
“Those that say there’s nothing to fear but fear itself has never had four...”
“If only for a second, stop and appreciate the fact that you’re alive.”
“Beginning ANY excursion with “Let’s roll” immediately makes it...”
“Just because you look down on everyone, doesn’t mean they are looking up...”
Just wrote my Will… I really hope that’s not tempting fate… ._.
June 2011
14 posts
Why you need to sleep with a teddy bear.
goldensnitchandglassslipper:
Without You - Adrian Henri
Without you every morning would feel like going back to work after a holiday, Without you I couldn’t stand the smell of the East Lancs Road, Without you ghost ferries would cross the Mersey manned by skeleton crews, Without you I’d probably feel happy and have more money and time and nothing to do with it, Without you I’d have to leave my stillborn poems on other...
“If you ever need anything, please don’t hesitate to ask someone else...”
– Kurt Cobain
Love is a cycle:
When you love, you get hurt.
When you get hurt, you hate.
When you hate, you try to forget.
When you try to forget, you start missing.
And when you start missing…
you’ll eventually fall in love again.
19th July '11
6 years. Time flies. I still miss you. x
14th June 2011
Rock Bottom. I’ve hit it. In fact, I’ve whipped that bitches ass so hard it doesn’t know what the hell’s happened.
Back to slightly more eloquent phraseology, I’ve been told I have a philosophical quote for every occasion. Wrong. I actually have several. Right now, these ones seem to sum up everything pretty well… some fit perfectly with some small aspect of...
10th June 2011
I always try not to be selfish, try to do the right thing, try to do what’s best for other people. This has got to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But I think it’s the right thing to do. I hope it’s the right thing to do. Please God I’ve done the right thing.
“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I...”
– Douglas Adams
“Being happy doesn’t mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided...”
“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to...”
– John Lennon
“Everyone should walk through an emergency room at least once in their life....”
– Nurse at King’s College Hospital, London
“It isn’t the number of steps that will matter, but the depth of their...”
– Owen Sheers
“It’s not matter that matters, or our thoughts and words, but the shadows they...”
– Owen Sheers
May 2011
3 posts
31st May
Craig organised a super awesome photo trail today; basically ran around Ringwood looking like a freak taking photos of things, it was great!
My uke also arrived today and I’ve decided to call him Derek. Derek suits him.
Franky arrives tomorrow and we still don’t know what we’re going to call him, looks to be either Adam or Sean at the moment although dad wants to call him Spud...
30th May
I’m 18. It’s exactly the same as being 17 except I have a hangover.
12th May
It’s been a long time since I posted anything and seeing as I’m currently procrastinating like a boss I figured now would be a good time to let you all knowI’m still breathing.
Not a huuuge amount has changed really, I’m happier though. I shouldn’t be, I have shed loads of work I’ve got to do, all my friends go tomorrow and exams are just round the corner....
April 2011
2 posts
Bored… someone skype me… sporadicpanda… thanks muchly :)
4th April
This weekend has been more than a little tough. I have no idea what to do.
March 2011
8 posts
Mum - "I remember you used to watch Dora the Explorer when you were a child, you loved it!"
Me - "Pretty sure that show wasn't around when I was a kid mum..."
Mum - "Yes it was, it had the ginger girl with braces and her family used to live in a camper van and..."
Me - "You mean The Wild Thornberry's?"
Mum - "Yes! That's the one!"
Well done mum, you've just mixed up my all time favourite cartoon as a kid and a bilingual hispanic looking child who can't even spot the bloody orange tree. Get out.
“It’s not the load that breaks you it’s the way you carry it”
10th March
Results day.
BCCC.
Could’ve been better.
Looks like I’m resitting all but one of them.
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7th March
Feeling a bit low and nostalgic so did a bit of facebook stalking… turns out it was a proper lol… most fun I’ve had in ages :L I thought I had little to show for myself since we split up… my god. I look like bloody Bill Gates compared to him XD Made me feel a little bit good about myself for once, that can’t be a good thing :)
“Thanks for existing”
Totally made it all worthwhile :)
“Friendship isn’t about who you have known the longest, it’s about...”
“You may not be her first, her last or her only. She’s loved before and she...”
– Bob Marley
1st March
So, how is it, that today is the first day of spring and we still have apples on our tree? Aren’t they meant to fall off over the end of August and throughout September and into October? Preeeetty sure they’re 6 months late now -_-
February 2011
32 posts
27th February
Today was a good day and they don’t come round very often. Not a single argument; amazing in this house.
Just gotta finish writing my lyrics out and then I can go to sleep, plus, I can have a mini lie-in in the morning now I can drive myself to college and all and don’t have to rely on a shoddy Wilts and Dorset bus. Pah!
I’m not really needed in school till 12 but I’d...
“A woman has the last word in every argument. Anything a man says after that is...”
Aaaaah, I tried being positive but I knew sooomething about today had to wind up being God awful. But it did pop up later than I thought it might. I made it to half eight in the evening before the shit hit the metaphorical fan.
Basically a simple misunderstanding on my part led to something really menial being blown completely out of proportion and now I’ve been made to look like a complete...
When I can be bothered, I'll go get my guitar and... →
“Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.”
– Semisonic - Closing Time
“Some people may think that the only people worth loving are those able to love...”
“Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution...”
– JFK
26th February '11
Despite it’s connotations, 26th February is actually going quite well so far :) Spent the morning with my friends and Batti who was all glammed up for his first hunt which all went smoothly, the weather makes it feel like spring is finally here and the sun is nice and warm on my feet as I write.
I’ve got the music channel on which always makes me happy and I’m going through a...
